Who I thought was my twin flame , just might be another karmic
I think I’ve been lying to myself
Who I thought was my twin flame, just might be another karmic.
I’m still so conflicted. My abusive karmic passed away 18 months ago. I’ve spent that time healing and dealing with my inner wounds. Learning about tarot, twin flame journey, soulmates vs karmics, spiritual awakening, all of it!
I meet this man 1 year 1 month after my karmics passing. Instant connection, great sex, telepathy, dreams about him, we can feel each other’s emotions. We get along great. He is my mirror. He is everything I’ve prayed for in a partner. Adventurous, funny, sweet, generous, thoughtful, loves animals, etc etc etc…
Now, here comes the hard part…. He moved in with me 3 months ago. We sleep in the same bed, but zero commitment, and very little sex. He says I’m too good for him, and keeps in contact with a lot of other women. 6 times now I’ve kicked him out/blocked him/ told him I was done. I won’t settle for less then I deserve (commitment). But we always make up and go right back into the old pattern. As long as I’m ok with no commitment. Everything is perfect.
The turning point: Saturday night we met friends for drinks. When I refused to let him drive home (by withholding the keys) because he was too drunk, he pushed me down. He was too drunk to remember any of this…. But it did in fact happen.
I don’t think my twin would push me down.
I don’t think my twin would refuse committing, knowing how important it is to me.
IF ** he’s my twin, I’m gonna date soulmates, I don’t want conflict, anymore. I want peace.
IF HE’S NOT * then I think the Devine is cruel.
. I know my true twin is close. I feel him