the longing for my twin flame feel like chronic pain

This question made my heart sink.

I know exactly how you feel.

It does feel like chronic pain because it’s been many lifetimes of never finding peace of love within your soul.

Imagine that song,” I have died every day waiting for you” and that’s how I know it felt.

To be going through life asleep as to who you really are, knowing that something wasn’t completely fulfilled but you’re not knowing exactly what.

That kind of pain resonates through your whole body.

That kind of longing, and if I could compare it to losing my son it’s like a huge void.

We spent our whole lives thinking about how we would make ourselves happy not realizing that we had all that we needed within us.

Finding that piece of happiness and finding your inner peace is a painful journey.

Once you open that can of worms, they’re open for good.

There’s no going back, there’s no looking back, there is no undoing what you’ve done.

it’s a lifetime of longing.

Imagine that pain just festering within you and hence you have chronic pain.

The good news is and I know it’s really hard to understand and believe, but, the good news is it gets better if you keep doing the work

I had my first few days of taking one on one sessions and I have to tell you how much joy it brought me to be able to help others.

It’s one thing when you do it silently over a Reiki table, it’s quite another when you can talk on the phone or see someone in a zoom call and notice the physical changes in their demeanour or their face when they have an aha moment or you’ve said something profound.

An aha moment.

I feel so blessed.

Until you unleash all that holds you back you cannot rise.

We are weighted ow by our past and pain.

We all want to be free of those weights.

Let it go.

Release control. If you truly begin to trust then you needn’t worry anymore.

It’s already yours !

The song

The day we met,
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I’d found a home for my heart
Beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

… One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

… Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

… One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

… And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

… I’ll love you for a thousand more
Ohh

… One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

… And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

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